complicated enough...

it all started 01.01.2007
a simple new year's greetings
has startled my world crazy...
again i began to consider love...

nervous enough... i’m scared to let it grow...
but i guess i made it happen, so foolish enough...
i then nurtured the feeling... i fell...

it inspired me so much...
knowing someone’s there who cares...
never expected it will go far...

but again, its not meant to be...
special friends, just remained friends...
too many points to consider...
and left me with no choice...

the love I again considered,
was again not for me...
again, someone else there was considered,
I felt sad and lonely...
That maybe that someone else is better off than me...

I wondered and it all went back to me,
I should not have nurtured the feelings anyway...
For the second time,
“i just wish it did not happened...”

But considering,
everything happens for a reason,
and that reason I should comprehend,
accept and see that its real...

is it me that is complicated...
or is it him...
or is the situation that is complicated...
or maybe the people around us that is complicated...

i fell... yes, he fell... maybe,
but again it will just be like that...
special friendship...that did not last long...
it will just remain simple friends, that’s all...
friends. ...

WHY CAN'T IT BE

You came along, unexpectedly
I was doing fine in my little world
Oh baby please don't get me wrong
'Cause I'm not complaining
But you see, you got my mind spinning

Why can't it be
Why can't it be the two of us
Why can't we be lovers
Only friendsY
ou came along
At a wrong place, at a wrong time
Or was it me

Baby I dream of you every minute
You're in my dreams
You're always in it
That's the only place I know
Where you could be mine
And I'm yours but only
Till I wake up

Why can't it be
Why can't it be the two of us
Why can't we be lovers
Only friends
You came along
At a wrong place, at a wrong time
You came along
At a wrong place, at a wrong time
Or was it me

Codename: Donut

Anyone Can See by:Irene Cara
If I could I`d try to know you
And I would never let you go, oh no!
But if I were to make you
A bit of time it would take to say, Someday

CHORUS 1:Anyone can see
What you mean to me
Anyone can tell I fell for you so easily
On the night when you left me
I cried wishing you would say you'd stay
Maybe I don`t have the strength to
Tell you I need you so
I guess you`ll never know

CHORUS 2:Anyone can see
What you mean to me
Anyone can tell (can tell)
I fell for you so easily
Anyone can see
What you mean to me
Anyone can tell (can tell)
My love for you
So easily
So easy

(Anyone, anyone, anyone
Anyone can see)
(Anyone, anyone, anyone
Anyone can see)
Anyone can see...
Anyone can see...

dedicated to codename:donut 122007

Code Name: Superman!!

If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going throughTonight
And if my heart is lying then
What should I believe in
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you, baby
Why else do I want you like I do
If I'm not in love with you
And if I don't need your touch
Why do I miss you so muchTonight
If it's just infatuation then
Why is my heart aching
To hold you forever
Give a part of me I thought I'd never
Give again to someone I could lose
If I'm not in love with you
Why in every fantasy
Do I feel your arms embracing me
Lovers lost in sweet desire
Why in dreams do I surrender
Lying with you baby
Someone help explain this feeling
Someone tell me
If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through Tonight
And if my heart is lying then
what should I believe in
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you baby
Why else do I want you like I do
If I'm not in love with you

Philippians 4:8

Finally, brethren,
WHATEVER things are TRUE,
whatever things are NOBLE,
whatever things are JUST,
whatever things are PURE,
whatever things are LOVELY,
whatever things are of GOOD REPORT,
if there is any VIRTUE and
if there is anything PRAISEWORTHY--
meditate on these things.

S_M_I_L_E by Chris Rice

How far are you, how close am I
I know your words are true and I don't feel them inside
Still I believe you'll never leave
So where are you now

You're all I have, You're all I know
Your breath is breathing in my soul
Still I am gasping, aching, asking
Where are you now

Cause I just wanna be with You
I just want this waiting to be over
I just want to be with You
And it helps to know the Day is getting closer

Every minute takes an hour
Every inch feels like a mile
Til I won't have to imagine
And I finally get to see You smile

My journey's here, but my heart is There
So I dream and wait, and keep the faith, while You prepare
Our destiny, til You come back for me
Oh, please make it soon!

Cause I just wanna be with You
I just want this waiting to be over
I just want to be with You
And it helps to know the Day is getting closer

Every minute takes an hour
Every inch feels like a mile
Til I won't have to imagine
And I finally get to see You smile

I just wanna be with You
I just want this waiting to be over
I just want to be with You
And it helps to know the Day is getting closer

I just wanna be with You
I just want this waiting to be over
I just want to be with You
And it helps to know the Day is getting closer

Every minute takes an hour
Every inch feel like a mile
Til I won't have to imagine
And I finally get to see You
Every minute takes an hour
Every inch feel like a mile
Til I won't have to imagine
And I finally get to see You SMILE ... :)

Four people you will meet in life…

Life is the process of finding love;
every person will need to find four people in their life.

First person is you,
Second person is the one you love most,
Third person is the one who love you most,
And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with.

In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love feels.
Because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who loves you most.
When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved,
you will then know what it is you need most.
Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you,
to be able to spend the rest of your life with.

Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person.

The one you love most doesn't love you.
The one, who love you most, is never the one you love most.
And the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or
the one who love you most.
He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.

Which person are you in other people's life?

No person will purposely have a change of heart.
At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you.
But when he doesn't love you anymore, he really doesn't love you anymore.
When he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't.
Same goes, when he loves you no more, there's no way he can pretend he loves you.

When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you.
You must ask yourself if you still love him,
If you also don't love him anymore,
do not keep him just to save your pride.
If you still love him, you should wish him happiness,
and hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it.
If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves,
it shows you already don't love him,
And if you don't love him,
what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart?

Love is not possessive,
If you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin,
But the moonlight still shines upon you.
In other words, when you love a person,
you can use another method of possessing the person.
Let him become a permanent memory in you life.
If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is.
Love him for his good points, and the bad,
You can't wish for him to become like what you like him to be just because you love him.
If he can't change to become what you like him to be, you don't love him anymore.

When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him,
You only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood,
you will wish to have this person be with you.
Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems
without asking for promises or listing criteria's.
In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times,
not always be on the receiving end.
Being away from each other is a type of test,
If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat.
Real love will never become hate.

When two people are in love,
They love to ask each other to swear, to make promises.
Why do they ask each other to swear and promise?
Because they don't trust each other, they don't trust their lover.
These swear and promises are useless;
Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for you will never change!
We all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean will never dry,
Even if it does happen, are we still alive by then?

Be careful when making promises; don't make promises that you cannot keep.
Swear by things that can never happen, because it can never happen,
so no harm just saying it casually.
Remember, swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching!!
In a relationship, what you say is one thing, but what you do is another;
The one saying, doesn't believe; the one listening, also doesn't believe.

Proverbs 10:22

The blessing of the LORD makes one rich, And He adds no sorrow with it.