complicated enough...

it all started 01.01.2007
a simple new year's greetings
has startled my world crazy...
again i began to consider love...

nervous enough... i’m scared to let it grow...
but i guess i made it happen, so foolish enough...
i then nurtured the feeling... i fell...

it inspired me so much...
knowing someone’s there who cares...
never expected it will go far...

but again, its not meant to be...
special friends, just remained friends...
too many points to consider...
and left me with no choice...

the love I again considered,
was again not for me...
again, someone else there was considered,
I felt sad and lonely...
That maybe that someone else is better off than me...

I wondered and it all went back to me,
I should not have nurtured the feelings anyway...
For the second time,
“i just wish it did not happened...”

But considering,
everything happens for a reason,
and that reason I should comprehend,
accept and see that its real...

is it me that is complicated...
or is it him...
or is the situation that is complicated...
or maybe the people around us that is complicated...

i fell... yes, he fell... maybe,
but again it will just be like that...
special friendship...that did not last long...
it will just remain simple friends, that’s all...
friends. ...